2011 is one of my another colorful year in life. It changes me everything, inside out.
- The start of a new old journey.
It starts with hope and struggle of me finishing the things which I have started. A new life of an old path. Totally new. Going back as a student status after almost 2 years of detention. I don't know which states I'm in here, should I smile or should I not? But I have to, for my family.
- The end of a relationship
February also sees the shakes of my relationship ends. After almost 7 years being together. I do want to keep them if I have a choice, but it's for us. There's always a time in life where you have to decide your life path and it's not a one man responsibility and decision. I wish she's happy with her choice. But I just want to let her know, that she needs to be extra brave in life especially to people who trusted her for life. Confront and talk when you have any problem. Don't do it behind of me.
But seriously, this things changes me for good. Never been this happier. Never felt this good. Thank you for the moment. I do appreciate it, hope you do too regardless the mistakes we do.
Having too much comfort while in the relations make me fat =). So after having a lot of extra time, I decide to lose some weight. My waist size from 40 inch to now 36 inch. Do it almost naturally. Now I start to go to the gym. To have a better look.
Bad habit. Yes, a 13 years old bad habit in me. I've been a smoker since I was 12. Growing up with almost everyone are older than me makes me feels it was a cool thing to do. 1st time I try when I was 8 years old. Ahh..still remembered the moment being chased away by my brother after he know what I'm doing.
But then, I try to say NO and sure this is not the first time but I try to make it it's my last to try stop. Here I am, 6 weeks without smoking. Feels so great about it.
Ahh..I'm running out of time. Happy new year everybody. Happy 2012 =)
