Kembali Jalanmu

Saat hati berkata,

Minda cuba menafikannya.

Kata, laku,

Semua dusta.

Didorong sekeliling,

Lampu sorot beralih arah,Menyuluh,

Yang memberikan kekuatan sementara,

Hati menafikan, minda terus berbohong.

Digarap sekelip mata,

Tampak seperti seumur hidup dikorbankan,

Percaya tiada lagi yang tinggal,

Percaya tiada apa lagi kembali.

Salahkan takdir jangan,

Tetap kita milikNya,

Loh Mahfuz kekalnya segala rahsia,

Satu pun takkan dapat mengintai.

Berharap tidak memadai,

Bersiul berdendang juga tak memberi erti,

Usaha,

Sampai reput dimamah bumi.

Apa salahnya,

Istiqamah dan bersujud,

Sedangkan wujudnya Adam dari gumpalan tanah,

Dan Hawa dari belulang.

Yang ingat perlu mengingati,

Yang leka jangan dibuai mimpi,

Bukan tentang apa kau miliki,

Tentang wujudmu dimuka bumi dihisab nanti.

Sekali lagi jangan kau risau,

Soal hati,

Terjawab semuanya didalam kalimah suci,

Kerana semua ini untuk kau mengerti.

Hati jangan kau terus begini,

Katakan yang kau memahami,

Biar hariku biar malamku,

Hidup dirahmati dan diberkati.

My Technical Spesification

Today I've just get an electronic test of my health.

So I posted it up here just for personal records after 3 month in my diet and fitness program

Weight : 103.3 kg <-- ini aku heran,rasenye timbang yg aku selalu pakai tu salah!

Height : 177.0 cm

BMI : 33.0

Body Fat Index : 31.2%

Mass Body Fat : 32.2 kg

Blood Pressure : 135/83 mmHg

Pulse Rate : 87 ppm

Rindu pada studio

Currently stuck at accoustic guitar based music.

So I'm finding a space to complete one and I found out I'm lack of gears.

Audio Interface, Monitor Speakers and a Keyboard

Sigh. I miss Sandman Guitar Centre recording Studio.

Where I can do almost everything (for free).

A lot of my idea has lost with my old PC Harddisc! Sigh!

I only found 2 of them which I've uploaded in youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2v59MBd4Vzs&feature=related

Reorded with:

-My beloved Squier Strat. (to Lan, saye nak balik gitar tu boleh?plzzzz =))

-Sonar 6 Producer Edition. Fine touch in Cubase 4

-AAMS

-OPCODE USB Sound interface.

-EZDrummer, a lot of VST delay,EQ and compressor

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a6wdn4RfQU

This song recorded totally with a bass and EZdrummer. done it a few days after I get back to home from a suspensions.

Obviously it just to kill my time. But I found out its fun so I save it. But later on I know this is a mess..yaa I know!hahaha

Recorded with

-My previous Ibanez Bass (forgot the model.It a shit bass for me. menyesal beli)

-Sonar6...done it in my room

-OPCODE USB Sound Interface

-EZDrummer, a lot of VST delay,EQ and compressor

I need time to create and money to spend over again investing on my music gears.

Surely I'll go for Musicman Basses or Fender Basses after this (shit you Bentley selling those with overprice!!!)

Journey and lesson

I've been searching for the meaning of life. Over the past few years, I’m looking for something to grip and something that I meant for in this life, something to pushed me further since I have been this far. But I was mistaken, mistake of judgment in my pursuit. In fact, I already have it but I couldn’t notice it. As the time flies, and so my souls. Regrets are not a word I'm pleased. Lessons are more accurate.

This is a part of my life needs me to get out from the atmosphere I have been surrounded. It’s hard, but I have to get out of it quickly. The real deal was to recap and grabs the good things of my own for greater tomorrow.

The recedes of my life grown me up.

The sadness I felt is not real. It just a reason for me to get back in my long road. I now know what I’m chasing for. I’m now got what I meant for. Let me be, let me chase my dreams and I'm not keen enough to avoid distractions.

Cerita yang terhenti akan memulakan sebuah cerita yang lain.

Kerana masa tak akan berhenti. Selagi belum ditiup sangka kala.

Jadilah dirimu, hargai sekelilingmu.

Bahagia yang kau cari adalah bahagiamu bukan bahagiaku.

Terima kasih untuk pelajaran, terima kasih untuk pengalaman.

Jangan kau sesal kerana aku tidak pernah.

A flexi time

Complete for a week. My sleeping schedule turned out downside than I expect. A little too much inside my head, the voices of the opera, Freddie Mercury and even Dave Grohl enthusiastically sings in a pitch of a bird and I totally can't turned it off. Even the works and tasks to do still in a pile, I couldn't do it this time.

My mind still playing its tricks at their best even I've laying on my bed and rolled myself inside the blanket.

I can't found the reason of this behavior.

My last week also filled with some stinky shit and some nice shit. The car has seriously broken me up this week. Due to stupidest and laziness of being me. A cost of one month of pocket money has been drowned to an Apek with his I'm-sorry-to-hear-that-but-I-want-your-money face and still, I need to give my money to another Apek for another repair job but I'll try to find one with another face quote so I'll have a lot of face quotes to filled in life.

My heartbroken moment still flies and fling around me but it less harm this time and less frequent happening. I've found up things to fill it in and yet I believe it's a thing they called rebound. Luckily, it's not happening in a long time as my past. 3 days? Nice? Unbelievable? Bet me then! Now I've have something to be blamed rather than being an asshole-with-his-finger-in-his-butt life.

And the questions about life and love linger around me. Pretty soon I might get the right answers but I'm holding the definition for both in my own way.

The nice shit happens when me & my friends went out for a karok sessions the day I take my car from the workshop. We had fun that day and I'm not stoned to enjoy it.

Well, still hopes no more downside moment at least for next week. I need to be tough for the following month. I might get stressful.

New Skin

Bored to write for a while.

I'm going thru an unplanned moment of life.

But I don't want to think about it so I'm giving my blog a new design and look.

The banner not completed yet but I'll try to finished it with my free time.

Hopefully I can write again =)